

beginning:A Life Lived Forever"Life is ever changed. Always in transit, moving, never stopping. Like a wheel spinning, spinning, and the only way to stop is to die. I am that wheel, always moving, always going. I never stop. I will never stop. It's a lie, what they say about us, that we are stuck and almost never change. We must change. To not change is to die, to be killed, to go extinct. We adapt to the times. Style, language, beliefs, change to allow us to walk among you. We creep around you, stalking you, preying off of you. I am always changing. I am who you believe to be the monster of your nightmares. The thing that lurks ibeginning:A Life Lived Forever


Dreaming in-betweenI woke up from a dream and nightmare more it's so Thinking I wasn't alive, But wasn't in heavan Wasn't in hellDreaming in-between
I was in this in-between Where i floated forever Looking into the lives of those I love and who they were after I was gone
My mother grieved Cried for days, but eventually live on She worked, she laughed, she loved, and oce in a while she cried She kept my pictures on the wall ever so often tell a story about me
And here in this in-between where I float and watch I pull a photo from my pocket I am little holding


bad loveit's like taring the wings off a butterfly,bad love
cutting open this heart of mine.
How can you be so cruel, to break me,
hate me,
split my soul in two.
your touch makes me burn
and when it's gone I'm oh, so, cold.
Inject you into my system,
a drug,
the addiction I can't control.
drowning in your love Like swallowing down cyanide


-Tears-I felt empty, lying there. I stared at the same spot for what felt like hours upon hours. My mind was going numb, there was a constant hum instead of thoughts. I felt as if I was slowly going mad. I felt no hunger, no thirst, yet I was starving. I was in a state of never endless falling. Just dropping, dropping into a void of nothingness.-Tears-
Then he came. It was slowly at first. A slight pressure on the edge of the bed. Then a hand on my shoulder. Too soon, yet so long he pressed his body to my back, holding close to him. The weight of his arms wrapped around. I was finally home.
"Hey baby." he whispered in my ear. "I


UntitledI wanna make you scream My name Feel the pleasure Feel the pain That I bring to you This little game Lust for my Trust in my Touch Me Tease Me Please don't please me I just need you To need meUntitled


A Mask of ArroganceWhen you look at me Just who do you see? This mask of arrogance hides meA Mask of Arrogance
See passed the walls Passed my desperate phone calls Peer into a mind that has so far to fall
Do you see now my lies? Do you know yet this disguise? My only redemption the love for whom I would die
Witness my sins The cycle begins My darker side always wins
Flee while you can Don't take my hand Or you too shall be sucked into this land
A land lost in the valley of the shadow of Death
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really random, yes i know, but i found you off of kyle's journal, and from what i've heard your pretty freakin' awesome! (that's and understatement, btw) so i figured i'd drop by and say hello!
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in the process of lots of things...
currently without steady access to internet...
will be back asap!
new writing club,
amazing place!!
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ScribeSanturary!!!
Check it Out!!
He's at that again? *sigh* I believe its all in his head. LOL.
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Merry Meet Merry Part Blessings to the gentle heart
but i would appreciate any opinions you would happen to have
LOL well he's crazy, but i doubt he's that crazy
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"Reality is for those that can't imagine anything better."
>>>[link] [My portfolio] check it out please!
and i'll get around to it.
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Merry Meet Merry Part Blessings to the gentle heart
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Had to keep some stuff copy righted so this guy couldnt jack me off
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Merry Meet Merry Part Blessings to the gentle heart
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Merry Meet Merry Part Blessings to the gentle heart
I LOVE YOU!!
(like this
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Are my screams loud enough? Can you hear me now? Or should I paint it with red on the bathroom floor?
Read my poems, please!
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